Doctor Who - 1.8 - Father’s Day
#It’s hilarious that he bothers to come back outside after he tells her to go away #”I’m the Doctor by the way. What’s your name?” #He’s already chatting her up#He might as well have asked for her phone number and whether she wants to go get a drink sometime#Because he knows this nice little dive just around the corner #(”The corner” being the bend in the arm of the Milky Way natch) #Where the cocktails are phenomenal — the ones that don’t melt the internal organs of humans that is #And the band it pretty good — they pioneered 100% atonal music and it only makes human eardrums burst 20% of the time#But it’s a great dive Rose #And it’s nice to meet you Rose #And I’m going to follow you home Rose #But I’m stalking the plastic dummy arm and not you Rose #I’m not stalking you at all Rose #So how about that drink Rose? (via gallifreyburning)
Allison writes the best tags that have ever existed. EVER.
Rose: You did it. Feels like I haven’t seen you in years.
The Doctor: I told you I’d come and get you.
Rose: I never doubted it.
The Doctor: I did.

#remember when rose stood there and saw the image of the man she loves saying goodbye to her #saying he was going to die - to leave her and there was nothing she could do about it? #and now five seasons later the doctor’s laying there looking at rose - nothing but an image #and he can’t do anything to get her back #now tell me there’s anything more tragic than a love story like theirs
#BEFOR YOU CAME #THINGS WERE AS THEY SHOULD BE: #THE SKY WAS AT THE DEAD-END OF SIGHT #THE ROAD WAS JUST A ROAD #WINE MERELY WINE #NOW EVERYTHING IS LIKE MY HEART #A COLOR AT THE EDGE OF BLOOD: #THE GREY OF YOUR ABSENCE #THE COLOR OF POISON #OR THORNS #THE GOLD WHEN WE MEET #THE SEASON ABLAZE #DON’T LEAVE NOW THAT YOU’RE HERE— #STAY #SO THE WORLD MAY BECOME LIKE ITSELF AGAIN
MELISSA GODDAMNIT
Carrying her oversized hiking pack, the Doctor led Rose down the TARDIS corridor. He’d said hardly a word since they left London ten minutes ago. Rose had a pretty good idea why he was so quiet: she was moving into his TARDIS. He’d invited her to travel with him, there was no question about that. But she had the distinct feeling he didn’t mean to invite her hairbrush and her lip gloss and her underwear — or anything about her that bore the hint of domesticity.
The Doctor stopped in front of the room where she’d taken a nap after Platform One and Cassandra and the end of the world. “Did you like this one? There are plenty of others. You might as well pick one you like.”
Rose peered down the corridor, which stretched out of sight. “Well, this is pretty close to the kitchen and the media room, yeah?”
The Doctor shrugged. “It is today. Might not be tomorrow.” He glanced at the ceiling with a fond half-smile. “Depends on how the old girl’s feeling.”
“What about your room? Are you somewhere down there?” she asked, nodding at the seemingly infinite corridor.
Wrinkling his forehead, the Doctor shifted from one foot to another. “This room or not?” he snapped, his words impatient, an ineffective attempt to hide his discomfort.
“This one’s great,” Rose replied with a shrug. Fine. Let him be embarrassed.
“Right, in you go,” he said, nudging open the door with his shoulder and stepping across the threshold to drop her backpack on the floor.
Rose followed him inside and came to a dead stop, mouth agape. “Are you sure this is the same room?”
“I think I know my own ship, thanks,” he replied, rolling his eyes. “You not happy with it now?”
“No,” she said, a grin breaking over her face. “No, I love it!”
Before, the space had been comfortable enough, but much like a hotel room. Generic. Unremarkable. Plain furniture, plainly colored, plainly arranged.
Now, the room was lush with details, every one of them exactly what Rose would have chosen if she’d been given the choice: a pale pink comforter instead of white, a four-poster bed, a dressing table with nooks and crannies for her makeup and ponytail holders. The closet door was cracked just enough to reveal clothes, each item looking as though it had been plucked off the rack of her favorite store.
“Did you do this?” she gasped, throwing open the closet door and touching the hoodies inside.
“Do what?” The Doctor stared at Rose in genuine puzzlement.
“Everything’s different. Everything’s perfect!” she said, dashing to the bed, flinging herself onto the comforter.
The Doctor leaned against the bedpost and crossed his arms, watching her as she experimentally squished feather pillows. “The TARDIS wanted you to feel welcome, I suppose.” He paused. “The old girl likes you. She’s glad you’re here, Rose.”
His accent had deepened a little and he was staring at her, eyes very dark and very blue at the same time. Suddenly conscious of the fact that she was wallowing on a bed in front of the Doctor, she sat up and stared back. Her cheeks were burning, but she didn’t look away – she was flustered, but more than anything, she was curious.
The Doctor blinked and cleared his throat, the corners of his mouth turning up into a too-wide smile. “Welcome aboard, Rose.”
With that, he left the room.
I love that Rose completely just gets the Doctor’s time war angst, and doesn’t ever want him to be lonely. Some may interpret this as being clingy, but it’s not that at all. As Donna said, the Doctor needs someone and Rose knows this. She doesn’t want him to be left alone again.
In the beginning, after the end of the earth but before chips, Rose was careful with words. They were a commodity she wasn’t sure how to use with the Doctor. He spoke all the time, but never really said anything at all. On the other hand, Rose spoke her mind almost all the time. But standing on the bustling London sidewalk that day, her head full of the exploding sun and the end of her world, she treated words like eggshells.
Devastation.
In that crowd of pedestrians, for only the second time since they’d met, the Doctor really spoke. “You think it’ll last forever, people and cars and concrete. But it won’t. One day, it’s all gone. Even the sky. My planet’s gone. It’s dead. It burned, like the earth. It’s just rocks and dust … I’m a Time Lord. I’m the last of the Time Lords. They’re all gone. I’m the only survivor. I’m left traveling on my own, because there’s no one else.”
I’ve shown you the raw, devastated hearts of me; I’ve made yours raw, too, he said without saying it, his blue eyes so very unyielding. Can you bear that? Can you bear me?
What kind of reply does a nineteen-year-old girl make, when she’s just witnessed the destruction of her planet and seen it restored again with the twirl of a TARDIS rotor? When she’s aching and reeling and standing next to the most mad, wonderful man in existence?
Careful words. Precise. Specific. A small promise. For today, yes. I can bear it. I can bear you.
“There’s me.”
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In the end, after the Olympics but before the final visit to Jackie’s, Rose’s words were careful once more. She stood beside the Doctor on a wind-beaten cliff, overlooking a desolate and craggy landscape. The planet had burned long ago, but somehow life sprang up in the wake of destruction. Plants, water, and creatures so magnificent they defied the laws of physics with their flight. He brought her to this once-decimated place to bask in the miracle of new life and marvel at its beauty. He told her about the impossible odds of regrowth and this planet’s inexplicable, unparalleled existence.
Miracles.
They stood together in comfortable silence for a long time. He turned to her, his hair wild in the breeze. His words were few; his tone held a universe of meaning. “How long are you going to stay with me?”
Here are the beating hearts of me, he said without saying it, his brown eyes so very tender. Miraculous. Whole. Yours.
She’s careful with her words this time, too – not because she’s uncertain, but because he must understand the depths of her promise. This word is every part of me, devoted to you in return.
“Forever.”
